need to fucking get DONE with this half of spanish so I can throw my shit off my bed, crawl into it, then fall asleep so I can wake up an hour or so befroe my alarm goes off because that's the fucking trend now isn't it. but at least I'll be away from this damned desk and the cigar box for a few hours.

edit added a minute later
this work is pushing me closer and closer not the distraction I need this is no.good. so fuck it I'm sleeping. setting alarm earlier, so maybe I'll wake up when it goes off and have the world right itself while I'm down.