The leaves are falling back east up north and I am here.

Feeling stuck and empty. Work to do busy work and none of it of any consequence and I smile and laugh and burn oil and desecrate trees to write Features - a lifestyles writer with no life or style. Tired, worn out, frustrated, unfulfilled.

and why did it take me days to understand don't change your plans when it was played in a room with hardwood floors? whether message was intentional or not it was there.

oblivious to begin with, even more so when numb.

concert tonight should be interesting if nothing else.