I'm ok and fine. This was written awhile ago, but I want to post it here on my blog...I just didn't feel right posting it here until now. It's blah and irky but it's mine and was for release and to stop me and release in this sense seldom comes out beautifully.

i have my blinds open for fresh
air/
ing out these sheets -
blood
-and-
cum
stained;
but at times apart.

through the blinds in lines
the falling sun does
bleed/
ing out on sa(i)d sheets
and walls as wells
of memories pulling bile
from below

through my blinders in lines
i bleed
out on said sheets
as (oh)my God(y)ess
the moon
has left for a brighter dawn.